Finally the 1st of June

May took forever to get though. Lets all hope this month goes quicker. I have to say Happy 18th to Scott. Thanks for making me feel that much older. Not much has happened this week. I went to the er. What a joy that was. They put so much medicine in me that they only part of my body I could feel was the headache I went in there with. It really gets me how you go in with one complaint and by the time you leave you still have the same problem but now you arms hurt where they have shoved needles into you. Plus you feel like a yo-yo from the medicine. The next day I tried to get the prescription filled what fun that was. Still have the same headache today. Just trying to live with it without the medicine. Don't like being any more confused than I already am. We went on a picnic Sunday it was a little windy but nice. Was hoping to take the kids to the park but they were full. Tom even went with us. So at least Cheyanne and Whyatt got to spend a remember day with him. I wonder sometimes how he does it. You can see that the pain is starting to win out lately. I am hoping that we get to get into a place soon. This motel has been fun but sucks. We went to the cemetery yesterday. Matt put flowers on Grandma Carol grave. I miss her so very much. She was always there for me like the second mom. She understood things I couldn't talk to my own mom about. It seemed like there were times we drifted apart but you could always go back and pick up right where you left off. Normally people when they get married hate there in-laws but I was glad she was mine. I missed her being my mom in-law when Robert and I split up. But that is a story in its self. Well hopefully I will have some good news about a house next time I write.