I can't believe that January is already more than half way through

I can't believe that January is already more than half way through. Happy belated birthday to Asa and Billy. Billy turned 18. Well what is up with me. Roger has his surgery on Wednesday and I pray everything goes well for him. Asa is in North Carolina and I miss him even though he is still not that far away. I am scared to death to go see a surgeon on Wednesday for my biopsy. I just can't wait till it is over. I still don't know if the tumor has gotten bigger or if they just want to know. I just know I am sick of mammagrams and ultrasounds. They make me hurt every time I get them done. Seth has an interview on Tuesday and I hope he get the job. I know he will still have to pass the physical to get the job. But even if he thinks he won't pass it I believe he will. If I have been in a crappy mood to anyone lately I am sorry I am just nervous. Well till after I find out more.