Tired

I feel so tired out I know that I should be back at storage. But it has been two months since I just stopped. I have to get stuff put away here. I know I have a dining room table but it has been loaded down since it got here. Laundry to catch up on. Walter has been doing most of it. Plus everything else here. Tom does the dishes and helps the kids get there room cleaned. I go and deal with the babies at the other place. It has not been that bad of a week. Busy and quite. No real fighting. I still haven't figured out how I got a mall job. Everyone knows I hate the malls. I feel alone most of the day long. I know no one in this area. And nothing about it. Walter goes out during the day and goes to different places. I don't even know what is in this mall. The only time I have gone any where in it is for work and when Matt, Carrie, Crystal and Monzie came down. I tried to get Seth to come down and walk the mall with me. But he don't like to go anywhere. Got to get him some clothes. Probably when and if my money comes. Still looking for a single and bunk beds. Not as easy as I thought that was going to be. I hope today is going to be semi nice. I really would like to go out in the yard. Even though Cheyanne seen a snake yesterday. Scared her so bad. Not Whyatt. The landlord told us we could have a dog. But we have to sign a paper that it is our responsiblity. If any thing I want a puppy. We haven't told the kids yet. Also she thinks the pool is still good so we can put it up. But not sure yet. To cold still for it any way. I didn't see the warmth I was in the mall. There is no windows where I am and a bar gate reminds me of something. I don't know. Jess came to visit me at the mall. That was fun. I think that if I knew what I was doing and I had people who wanted to work. Plus the store wasn't falling apart. I have 6lights out and waiting for my lights to come in because no one before me ordered more. Our vaccume is busted. One mirror is broke and now shelves are falling on customers. The toilet clogs more often then it doesn't and the plunger is cracked so it works like crap. But instead of giving me the new store they stuck me with the one falling apart. Well this isn't what I wanted to do either so I am off. Hopefully soon things will look up.